Wednesday, March 6, 2013


This is my heart yet again...


After the Kidney diagnosis, we had decided to Adopt ! That was all fine & dandy until today...

I had an urgent (meaning almost 2 month wait) to see my Kidney dr, because of my episode in Jan with my Blood pressure.

Fuck this shit ! My fuction went down again.. I am now in stage 3, can't get Pg on my own, and Adoption talk is off.. I can't in good concious try & bring a child in to my home knowing that I am not in the best health.

2 comments:

Erin said...

(((((massive hugs))))) I know I said it before, but I just want you to know that I am so sorry for everything you are going through. It is just not fair and I hate that it is happening to such a wonderful person as you. Please know that I will be thinking of you and praying for you.

An said...

Like Erin, I know I've said it before, but I'm just so sorry. It's not fair and I can't believe that the universe is doing this to someone as amazing as you. Huge, huge HUGS, my friend.